105

I've made it to my original goal. 105. But keeping it is the problem. I want to get down maybe one or two more pounds for insurance. My family has grown concerned....they'll make me try to gain weight. If only they knew that I cannot he stopped by them, or anyone. I am thin and will stay like that.

I'm a little over 106 now. On a good day, I just feel so...light. Tomorrow I go ... shopping For a dress. Wish me thin.

Today

I've decided that I'm reverting to Ana and less Mia, though Mia pushed me out of a plateu.

So tomorrow, it's back to beautiful ana.

If I can, I will.

Weekend

I had an event this past weekend. Translation - multiple binge/purges. Not fun, but I'm looking forwards to getting back in the normal light purges. Maybe I'll make waffled for breakfast and purge them.

107

So I weighed myself. With clothes. 107 pounds. Victory tastes like acid. Ever so sweet. UGW - 104

Momma Mia

I'm back. And newly advanced with mia. My throat has a raw spot from purging with the back end if a toothbrush (I don't reccomend that. Ever.) However, the back end of a women's razor I have is curved and provides brilliant results. So the routine the past two weeks has been breakfast, purge, lunch, purge, dinner, purge and then a glass of water before bed to calm and smooth my appetite and mood. But Thursday is a Gum Fast day. What's a gum fast? Well, check out my Diets page. But I made it up and use the Gum Fast to intake low calories and also keep my tummy pretty concave all day. Is anyone out there? Thia Nicole